Frustration

My 1-year (probably 2 years) Assistant Civil Engineer will be posted to HyD/Urban.

[發爛渣mode starts here]

Feeling frustrated about this ACE posting, I am really fucked up.

I am afraid. I am really afraid that I can't get opportunity to learn there... no projects, only maintenance, works orders, complaints... how can I equip myself for the professional exam and perm e interview? what the hell?

no other CEGs/AEs there, whom can I talk to? whom can I discuss with?

fuck why every time my opportunity is worse than other CEGs... we are supposed to be the same right? Why I am always the fucked-up one??? Why? Why? Why? FUCK YOU!

I feel so helpless. I can do nothing on this shit but just wide open my leg and enjoy this rape

[發爛渣mode ends here]

Whatever, life has to go on... it's not the end of the world anyway!

I think I am though enough to go through it... there are always opportunities ahead of you.

Hmm... what is my priority #1 task is to fix the professional examination. It really matters: prospects, money and living!